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so after many many MANY people have asked me questions about what lotion, makeup, eyeshadow, etc i use....ive decided to just compile it all here....in a journal entry for you all to refer to. tutorials will, hopefully, at some point be following...


sparkley pink eyeshadow:MAC-Pink Venus
white shimmer shadow:LOREAL PARIS illumination loose eyecolor in #915 highlight effects
black pen eyeliner::MAYBELLINE newyork unstoppable eyeliner in onyx
liquid eyeliner:almay

after applying lotion & face makeup to ENTIRE FACE [lotion applied on neck too] including eyelids...apply pink venus from lashes to just above the eyelid. using the brush cap that comes with the shadow, line lower lashline with LOREAL illumination. be sure that the brush is heavily saturated each time. also apply to inner corners of eyes. line the INSIDE OF THE LASHLINE with pencil liner and then AGAIN with liquid liner.

sunblock/ltion:aveeno continuous protection sunblock lotion spf45
base:CG OUTLAST all day liquid makeup primer spf14
****NOTE****the primer comes with the makeup as well....i ONLY use the primer...sorry CG fans...but the makeup is gunky & goes on like shit.
face makeup:LOREAL PARIS true match super blendable makeup spf17
powdercovergirl freshlook

dark pink eyeshadow:MAC sushi flower


shadowstick base:MAC shadestick sea me
shadow:Paula Dorf New York eyecolor glimmer in NYMPH
gold shadow: stila eye shadow in OASIS
blue liner: prestige eyeliner in rhapsody
face/cheek tint: benefit benetint

after applying face makeup/ltions, apply a thin layer of shadow base ONLY TO THE UPPER EYELID. smear with finger. apply paula dorf eyeshadow over base. smudge to just above the upper eyelid [so you can see a smidge of color when eyes are open] apply a very thin layer of gold to the center of your eyelid. [i do this by tapping the gold shadow once with my finger, and then tapping the center of my eyelid...just enough without being too much.] apply the same eyeliner as in the pink eyeshadow series [above] using the blue eyeliner, apply to just below your lower eyelashes ONLY. dab benetint on cheecks & smear with [clean] fingers.

***tint can also be used on lips


red lipstick:maybelline #190 royal red

apply a red liner. line lips & fill in. apply red lipstick over. opt:apply chaptick or gloss to keep it from feeling too dry. line lids with black eyeliner.



spray wax: BED HEAD tigi "headbanger"

i almost always get my hair professionally done, ill screw mine up if i do it myself. but if you want to get the pink i have 1.bleach the living crap out of your hair. it needs to be very light blonde. 2. mix manic panic "hot hot pink" with special effects "atomic pink" in a container with a recloseable lid. [ziplock or glad containers work great] apply to hair. leave in for at least an hour [this dye is pretty much stain so it wont damage your hair] rinse. this dye is not as good quality as professional dye. it will run, and it WILL stain things. to save your hair afterwords:neutrogena hair mask its about eight bucks & its worth every penny. leave it in for at least an hour, or even overnight. be sure to rinse completely. hairpsrays & gels have alcohol, which will further dry your hair out. instead, use things like pomade or wax. be sure to condition your hair once a week at least [trust me you'll need it] and leave in conditioners are also a must.

turquioise eyeshadow: MACshimmermoss. apply over shadestick.

great apologies for not returning every single comment & thanking every person for every single fave & watch. it is greatly appreciated & definitely doesnt go unnoticed...but for some odd reason i seem to be much more popular than i was...and i just do not have the time to respond to them all. i hope i dont sound conceited.

once again, i am terribly sorry for this.

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